1 00:00:04,838 --> 00:00:08,299 (Sunny): I'll get it done! I told you, I'm on it! 2 00:00:11,010 --> 00:00:12,970 Give me a few more days! Wait- 3 00:00:12,971 --> 00:00:15,807 I'm short on guys! What do you want from me?! 4 00:00:16,641 --> 00:00:19,393 Oh, we-we don't gotta go that far, man! 5 00:00:19,394 --> 00:00:21,020 Yeah, but I didn't- (dial tone) 6 00:00:21,021 --> 00:00:23,188 Hello? Hello?! 7 00:00:23,189 --> 00:00:24,607 Fuck! 8 00:00:24,977 --> 00:00:26,984 (knock on door) 9 00:00:26,985 --> 00:00:28,611 (door opens) 10 00:00:29,821 --> 00:00:33,324 - Sorry, Paaji, are... are you okay? 11 00:00:33,325 --> 00:00:35,242 - I'm fine. I'm fine. 12 00:00:35,243 --> 00:00:36,703 Come in. 13 00:00:41,541 --> 00:00:44,376 (breathes deeply) 14 00:00:44,377 --> 00:00:46,046 Is there something else? 15 00:00:49,299 --> 00:00:52,594 - Paaji, I was wondering if, um... 16 00:00:53,303 --> 00:00:55,680 there was any other extra shifts? 17 00:00:56,389 --> 00:00:58,725 - I don't have any extra shifts to give you. 18 00:01:00,518 --> 00:01:03,813 - Paaji, what about the other shifts? 19 00:01:03,814 --> 00:01:08,233 (in Punjabi): That's what you were talking about right? 20 00:01:08,234 --> 00:01:11,544 (in English): - I thought you didn't wanna do those other shifts? 21 00:01:12,947 --> 00:01:15,777 (in Punjabi): All good. Just let me know what's involved. 22 00:01:18,244 --> 00:01:19,662 (in English): - Just... 23 00:01:22,248 --> 00:01:23,791 park the truck, 24 00:01:23,792 --> 00:01:25,334 open the back, 25 00:01:25,335 --> 00:01:28,295 walk away, triple your pay. 26 00:01:28,296 --> 00:01:30,882 (inhales and exhales shakily) 27 00:01:31,841 --> 00:01:33,759 (soft tense music) 28 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:35,095 Are you sure? 29 00:01:36,304 --> 00:01:39,807 I need someone I can trust. I need family. 30 00:01:39,808 --> 00:01:45,480 (in Punjabi): Of course, you've been there for me so much. Especially after my father... 31 00:01:45,481 --> 00:01:49,400 I have to take on the responsibilities. He's not able to do much... 32 00:01:49,401 --> 00:01:50,851 (in English): - I know. I know. 33 00:01:51,111 --> 00:01:53,029 Are you ready for this? 34 00:01:54,906 --> 00:01:56,866 (dark music swells) 35 00:02:00,453 --> 00:02:01,621 - Yes. 36 00:02:07,085 --> 00:02:09,087 (truck rumbling) 37 00:02:12,257 --> 00:02:15,510 (in Punjabi): How are you making this much money this fast? 38 00:02:16,052 --> 00:02:19,097 Extra jobs from Sunny Paaji. 39 00:02:19,806 --> 00:02:22,142 What kind of work are you doing at night? 40 00:02:22,517 --> 00:02:23,977 (train horn honking) 41 00:02:24,519 --> 00:02:27,480 Why don't you ever tell me the full story? 42 00:02:29,232 --> 00:02:32,444 Just... don't worry. 43 00:02:33,236 --> 00:02:35,487 (in English): (Bani): You have a good heart. 44 00:02:35,488 --> 00:02:37,490 Don't let them take advantage of you. 45 00:02:38,324 --> 00:02:43,621 (in Punjabi): Sunny found another guy now. I just have one shift left. Don't worry. 46 00:02:43,955 --> 00:02:45,206 Be wary, please. 47 00:02:45,498 --> 00:02:48,585 Yes. All good. 48 00:02:49,419 --> 00:02:51,504 (vehicle approaching) 49 00:02:53,340 --> 00:02:56,468 I gotta get back to it. I'll call you back when I'm free, okay? 50 00:02:56,885 --> 00:02:58,010 Okay. 51 00:02:58,011 --> 00:02:59,845 (in English): - Love you, Jaanu. (call beeps off) 52 00:02:59,846 --> 00:03:01,014 Hello? 53 00:03:05,143 --> 00:03:07,479 (door alarm chiming) 54 00:03:09,939 --> 00:03:12,025 (unsettling music) 55 00:03:15,111 --> 00:03:16,863 (door rumbles open) 56 00:03:19,616 --> 00:03:21,868 (speaking Punjabi indistinctly) 57 00:03:24,204 --> 00:03:25,705 (door rumbles) 58 00:03:42,764 --> 00:03:45,183 (in Punjabi): Move quickly, yeah? 59 00:03:52,023 --> 00:03:53,858 Are these our guys? 60 00:03:54,359 --> 00:03:57,369 (in English): - I can't tell. Sunny didn't say anything to me. 61 00:03:57,370 --> 00:03:59,446 (Amandeep): Fuck you guys doing? 62 00:03:59,447 --> 00:04:01,407 - Yo, put that shit down and get back! 63 00:04:01,408 --> 00:04:03,158 This is ours now, Saya! 64 00:04:03,159 --> 00:04:04,702 (panting) 65 00:04:04,703 --> 00:04:07,037 - Who the hell are you guys? - Yo, shut the fuck up 66 00:04:07,038 --> 00:04:08,330 and get back, bitch! 67 00:04:08,331 --> 00:04:09,498 (Amandeep): Bitch?! Come closer 68 00:04:09,499 --> 00:04:10,582 and say it to my face! 69 00:04:10,583 --> 00:04:12,042 - Okay, okay, okay. No trouble. - Buddy! 70 00:04:12,043 --> 00:04:13,544 (Diljot): No trouble. We can work this out. 71 00:04:13,545 --> 00:04:14,962 Okay, okay. Paaji. - Do you know who 72 00:04:14,963 --> 00:04:16,505 you're fucking with? Think we're just gonna 73 00:04:16,506 --> 00:04:18,924 give it to you? - Shut the fuck up! 74 00:04:18,925 --> 00:04:21,218 I'm gonna give you one more chance, you little bitch! 75 00:04:21,219 --> 00:04:23,053 - You guys better get the fuck out of here. 76 00:04:23,054 --> 00:04:25,264 - Get the fuck away from the truck now! 77 00:04:25,265 --> 00:04:26,974 (all shouting) 78 00:04:26,975 --> 00:04:29,268 (in Punjabi): Let's show these cowards. 79 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:31,145 (in English): - Okay, okay, okay! No trouble! No trouble! 80 00:04:31,146 --> 00:04:32,272 (gunshots pop) 81 00:04:33,565 --> 00:04:35,275 (dog barking) 82 00:04:38,778 --> 00:04:40,780 (Rohan): Let's get the fuck outta here. 83 00:04:44,117 --> 00:04:45,702 (sombre music) 84 00:04:48,621 --> 00:04:50,623 (tires screech) 85 00:04:54,336 --> 00:04:56,046 (truck rumbles away) 86 00:05:06,598 --> 00:05:09,017 (bassy electronic music) 87 00:05:09,018 --> 00:05:11,226 (Sunny): It's one dumb thing after another. 88 00:05:11,227 --> 00:05:14,605 I don't know why you had to bust out counterpoints to Chippy. 89 00:05:14,606 --> 00:05:17,733 Just admit you're stupid, say you're sorry, 90 00:05:17,734 --> 00:05:19,486 and do what she says. 91 00:05:20,028 --> 00:05:22,279 - Yeah, but what is an apology even gonna do? 92 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:24,531 Nobody on the internet actually thought I was serious. 93 00:05:24,532 --> 00:05:26,492 The internet's smarter than that. 94 00:05:26,493 --> 00:05:28,369 Plus, even if I apologize, there's a chance 95 00:05:28,370 --> 00:05:29,828 someone's gonna chop it up, 96 00:05:29,829 --> 00:05:31,997 clip it up, use something out of context, 97 00:05:31,998 --> 00:05:33,916 and I'll get in more shit. 98 00:05:33,917 --> 00:05:34,875 (sighs) 99 00:05:34,876 --> 00:05:36,710 At this point, I... 100 00:05:36,711 --> 00:05:38,672 I just gotta let it blow over, man. 101 00:05:40,131 --> 00:05:43,759 - You know what you're missing? Your foundation. 102 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:45,052 - Not this again, bro. 103 00:05:45,053 --> 00:05:47,471 - You can't always rely on the outside world. 104 00:05:47,472 --> 00:05:48,806 You've got your homies, yeah, 105 00:05:48,807 --> 00:05:50,766 but they have their own lives too! 106 00:05:50,767 --> 00:05:52,811 You need to get married. 107 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:54,728 - Are you even wifed up? 108 00:05:54,729 --> 00:05:56,063 - Doesn't matter what I do with my partners. 109 00:05:56,064 --> 00:05:59,608 I'm happy! Look at me! Look at you! 110 00:05:59,609 --> 00:06:01,068 You can make all the looks you want, 111 00:06:01,069 --> 00:06:04,947 but you know I'm right. Family is everything. 112 00:06:04,948 --> 00:06:08,200 Look, I got all these young guys from India 113 00:06:08,201 --> 00:06:09,452 that work for me. 114 00:06:10,245 --> 00:06:13,706 They would do anything to have their fathers here with them, 115 00:06:13,707 --> 00:06:15,332 so I step up, 116 00:06:15,333 --> 00:06:16,917 and I take care of 'em. 117 00:06:16,918 --> 00:06:18,919 Yours lives 30 minutes away. 118 00:06:18,920 --> 00:06:22,089 Don't let this get to a point that you'll regret it. 119 00:06:22,090 --> 00:06:26,343 Family, traditions, and Waheguru... 120 00:06:26,344 --> 00:06:29,305 these are the things that are gonna keep you grounded, man. 121 00:06:29,806 --> 00:06:32,850 - Can we maybe not say Waheguru while we're here? 122 00:06:32,851 --> 00:06:34,101 - Why, what's wrong with that? 123 00:06:34,102 --> 00:06:37,062 - I dunno, maybe because there's a literal ass 124 00:06:37,063 --> 00:06:38,731 being shaken in our face right now? 125 00:06:38,732 --> 00:06:41,025 ? One bad bitch in the blacked out Benz ? 126 00:06:41,026 --> 00:06:43,986 ? Too much money finna across these hands ? 127 00:06:43,987 --> 00:06:46,739 ? Three-fold donnies in the packed out van ? 128 00:06:46,740 --> 00:06:49,241 ? Five star rating baby gimme my tens ? 129 00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:51,660 ? One bad bitch in the blacked out Benz ? 130 00:06:51,661 --> 00:06:54,247 - Waheguru's everywhere, bro. You know this. 131 00:06:56,624 --> 00:06:58,209 You're doing great! 132 00:07:00,336 --> 00:07:02,963 What was I saying about family again? 133 00:07:02,964 --> 00:07:05,883 Oh yeah, your foundation will keep you grounded. 134 00:07:05,884 --> 00:07:07,843 Then you won't be sitting here constantly bitching 135 00:07:07,844 --> 00:07:09,470 and stressing about what everyone else 136 00:07:09,471 --> 00:07:10,971 thinks all the time. 137 00:07:10,972 --> 00:07:13,265 Trust me! You know I'm right. 138 00:07:13,266 --> 00:07:16,018 And then you got this thing with Chippy. 139 00:07:16,019 --> 00:07:17,936 That's one phone call for you to fix. 140 00:07:17,937 --> 00:07:19,730 Your parents, same thing. 141 00:07:19,731 --> 00:07:21,023 Rebecca. You think you're slick? 142 00:07:21,024 --> 00:07:22,483 No one sees you checking your phone? 143 00:07:22,484 --> 00:07:24,735 That's why I brought you here to check out some ass. 144 00:07:24,736 --> 00:07:27,280 (drowned out by pensive music) 145 00:07:42,629 --> 00:07:43,837 (door opens) 146 00:07:43,838 --> 00:07:45,881 I told you you'd have a good fucking time. 147 00:07:45,882 --> 00:07:47,424 - Well, you're not wrong, man. - Yeah. 148 00:07:47,425 --> 00:07:48,467 - I seen you, bro. 149 00:07:48,468 --> 00:07:49,843 You got four favourite strippers in there? 150 00:07:49,844 --> 00:07:51,095 - Yo, can't pick one 151 00:07:51,096 --> 00:07:53,138 when you got to love 'em all. - Okay, Loverboy. 152 00:07:53,139 --> 00:07:54,973 Especially with all the fifties you dropped. 153 00:07:54,974 --> 00:07:57,059 - Yeah, whatever, man. Yo, I'm gonna go take a sauce. 154 00:07:57,060 --> 00:07:58,936 But I'll call us a Uber when I'm back. 155 00:07:58,937 --> 00:08:01,231 - All right, I'll wait here. - Yeah. 156 00:08:01,433 --> 00:08:03,440 (sniffs) 157 00:08:03,441 --> 00:08:04,901 (sighs) 158 00:08:07,821 --> 00:08:09,906 (call dials) 159 00:08:09,907 --> 00:08:11,949 (voicemail): Hey, you got Chippy. 160 00:08:11,950 --> 00:08:13,826 You know what to do. (beep) 161 00:08:13,827 --> 00:08:16,870 - Yo. Look man, 162 00:08:16,871 --> 00:08:19,289 I'm just trying to apologize, all right? I... 163 00:08:19,290 --> 00:08:21,208 I didn't mean to disrespect you or, 164 00:08:21,209 --> 00:08:24,211 or make you feel small. I'm just... 165 00:08:24,212 --> 00:08:25,421 (sighs) 166 00:08:25,422 --> 00:08:27,715 I just gotta take my time with this apology shit, 167 00:08:27,716 --> 00:08:29,008 you know? Like, 168 00:08:29,009 --> 00:08:31,176 I don't wanna come across as like, 169 00:08:31,177 --> 00:08:33,847 fake or performative or whatever. So... 170 00:08:34,889 --> 00:08:36,849 I'm a human, man. I make mistakes. 171 00:08:36,850 --> 00:08:40,436 And I'm your friend, so stop being harsh. 172 00:08:40,437 --> 00:08:41,937 All right? Just... 173 00:08:41,938 --> 00:08:43,897 Just call me back when you can. 174 00:08:43,898 --> 00:08:45,567 All right, later. 175 00:08:45,568 --> 00:08:48,027 (Jasmeet slurring on message playback) 176 00:08:48,028 --> 00:08:50,487 Bro... why are you still mad, man? 177 00:08:50,488 --> 00:08:53,073 Nobody actually thinks I'm homophobic. 178 00:08:53,074 --> 00:08:56,953 Only idiots care. Idiots, you hear me?! 179 00:08:57,871 --> 00:08:59,663 Call me... back. 180 00:08:59,664 --> 00:09:02,332 Stop being mean to me. Please! 181 00:09:02,333 --> 00:09:03,208 I love you. 182 00:09:03,209 --> 00:09:04,836 (phone beeps) 183 00:09:05,336 --> 00:09:06,879 Yo, just... 184 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:10,050 can you just call me back, please? Thanks. 185 00:09:11,426 --> 00:09:13,010 (sighs) 186 00:09:13,011 --> 00:09:15,220 - No shit I run into you out here. 187 00:09:15,221 --> 00:09:17,056 What are you doing at a strip club, man? 188 00:09:17,057 --> 00:09:18,223 This guy's at the rippers! 189 00:09:18,224 --> 00:09:19,767 - Yeah, I'm just hangin' out, man. 190 00:09:19,768 --> 00:09:21,977 - Yeah, but don't you roll with a squad? Like, security? 191 00:09:21,978 --> 00:09:23,604 - Yeah, my boy's over there. Look, 192 00:09:23,605 --> 00:09:25,689 I'm just trying to be low-key, all right? But, yo... 193 00:09:25,690 --> 00:09:29,109 - Yo, listen, I love your shit, bro! 194 00:09:29,110 --> 00:09:30,694 Even that new movie you were just in? 195 00:09:30,695 --> 00:09:32,446 So fucking jokes, man! 196 00:09:32,447 --> 00:09:34,073 - I appreciate that, but that wasn't me, man. 197 00:09:34,074 --> 00:09:36,325 That was AI, so- - Relax, bro! 198 00:09:36,326 --> 00:09:38,160 I know you probably feel weird playing that role, 199 00:09:38,161 --> 00:09:39,787 but listen, listen, don't worry, 200 00:09:39,788 --> 00:09:41,622 you actually helped me come out, too. 201 00:09:41,623 --> 00:09:43,832 Mad respects. For real. - Really? 202 00:09:43,833 --> 00:09:44,917 - Yeah. 203 00:09:44,918 --> 00:09:46,919 Come out as homophobic! 204 00:09:46,920 --> 00:09:48,003 (laughs) 205 00:09:48,004 --> 00:09:49,296 - Bro, what? - Listen, listen, 206 00:09:49,297 --> 00:09:50,881 everyone's getting brainwashed 207 00:09:50,882 --> 00:09:52,341 by this whole propaganda, bro. 208 00:09:52,342 --> 00:09:55,260 Fuck that! Stand up for your values, the kids, 209 00:09:55,261 --> 00:09:56,303 our families! 210 00:09:56,304 --> 00:09:58,889 Shame these laloos, man, like we used to, man! 211 00:09:58,890 --> 00:10:00,933 Come on! - Bro, get off me, man. 212 00:10:00,934 --> 00:10:01,934 (tense music) 213 00:10:01,935 --> 00:10:03,519 Stop believing in braindead shit 214 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:04,395 your parents taught you. 215 00:10:04,396 --> 00:10:06,105 - Wait, what did you just say to me? 216 00:10:06,106 --> 00:10:07,606 - Bro, you're- - You ain't talking to me 217 00:10:07,607 --> 00:10:09,733 like that. Who you talking to? - No, I was just- 218 00:10:09,734 --> 00:10:10,818 - Who you talking to, bro? Huh? 219 00:10:10,819 --> 00:10:12,277 - Chill out. - Yo, who you talking to? 220 00:10:12,278 --> 00:10:14,238 For real, huh? - Yo, get the fuck off me. 221 00:10:14,239 --> 00:10:15,406 (overlapping shouts) - Whoa, guys. 222 00:10:15,407 --> 00:10:16,990 - What the fuck's up with this guy? 223 00:10:16,991 --> 00:10:18,283 - Yo, yo! Record this! Record this! 224 00:10:18,284 --> 00:10:20,077 (recording beeps on, camera shutter snaps) 225 00:10:20,078 --> 00:10:21,620 - Fuck you talking to, huh? 226 00:10:21,621 --> 00:10:24,123 (lands punch) You're fucking washed, bro! 227 00:10:24,124 --> 00:10:26,625 Talking to me like that? I'll fuck you up! 228 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:27,710 (high-pitched ringing) 229 00:10:27,711 --> 00:10:29,921 (muffled shouting) 230 00:10:30,797 --> 00:10:32,215 (thud) 231 00:10:36,010 --> 00:10:38,680 (in Punjabi): Sunny! Wake up! 232 00:10:40,598 --> 00:10:41,807 (indistinct shouts) 233 00:10:41,808 --> 00:10:42,858 (birds chirping) 234 00:10:43,184 --> 00:10:44,644 The whole day's passed! 235 00:10:44,978 --> 00:10:50,358 These guys don't listen! Out all night, roaming around like wild dogs. 236 00:10:58,825 --> 00:11:00,493 (grunts) 237 00:11:03,872 --> 00:11:05,540 (pained exhale) 238 00:11:06,708 --> 00:11:08,460 (soft tense music) 239 00:11:36,654 --> 00:11:38,239 (door creaks open) 240 00:11:47,791 --> 00:11:49,167 (sighs) 241 00:11:51,586 --> 00:11:53,672 Jagga, son. 242 00:11:54,255 --> 00:11:55,715 Wake up! 243 00:11:56,508 --> 00:11:59,594 The cattle's waiting outside hungry! 244 00:12:00,887 --> 00:12:02,346 Wake up, son. 245 00:12:02,347 --> 00:12:03,556 - Uh... 246 00:12:04,933 --> 00:12:08,019 Jagga, you need to hurry - 247 00:12:08,520 --> 00:12:12,357 Go now and get the grass ready for the cows to be fed, they're starving! 248 00:12:13,233 --> 00:12:15,568 Baba Ji, I'm not Jagga. 249 00:12:15,902 --> 00:12:20,531 You aren't Jagga? Then who are you? 250 00:12:20,532 --> 00:12:23,326 If you aren't Jagga, then who are you? 251 00:12:23,535 --> 00:12:24,585 - Jasmeet. 252 00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:27,288 What? 253 00:12:29,457 --> 00:12:31,292 Jasmeet who? 254 00:12:31,793 --> 00:12:33,378 Tell me then. 255 00:12:33,878 --> 00:12:39,466 Which 'Jasmeet' are you? Tell me then. 256 00:12:39,467 --> 00:12:40,718 Who are you? 257 00:12:40,719 --> 00:12:41,969 (laughing) 258 00:12:41,970 --> 00:12:43,471 Tell me, tell me! 259 00:12:44,222 --> 00:12:46,224 Who are you? 260 00:12:46,641 --> 00:12:47,892 Tell me. Tell me who! 261 00:12:48,184 --> 00:12:50,228 You don't know? 262 00:12:50,645 --> 00:12:52,730 Who are YOU? 263 00:12:52,731 --> 00:12:54,566 Huh? (laughing) 264 00:12:56,151 --> 00:12:57,444 Who are you? 265 00:12:57,652 --> 00:12:58,819 You don't know? 266 00:12:58,820 --> 00:13:00,904 Who are YOU? 267 00:13:00,905 --> 00:13:02,740 Huh? (laughing) 268 00:13:02,741 --> 00:13:04,492 (echoing laughter) 269 00:13:06,036 --> 00:13:09,079 Tell me once at least, son. 270 00:13:09,080 --> 00:13:09,997 (laughing) 271 00:13:09,998 --> 00:13:10,998 Say it. 272 00:13:10,999 --> 00:13:12,667 Who are you? 273 00:13:13,209 --> 00:13:15,044 You don't know? 274 00:13:15,045 --> 00:13:16,962 (laughing) 275 00:13:16,963 --> 00:13:18,380 Tell me. 276 00:13:18,381 --> 00:13:20,799 Ha, he can't speak. C'mon now, tell me! 277 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:21,759 (unsettling music builds) 278 00:13:21,760 --> 00:13:22,926 (music stops abruptly) 279 00:13:22,927 --> 00:13:25,013 (in English): (Sunny): Fuck! Fuck! 280 00:13:25,346 --> 00:13:26,973 Mummy, I have to go! Emergency! 281 00:13:26,974 --> 00:13:29,683 (in Punjabi): Where's your friend? Tell him to come downstairs and eat something. 282 00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:32,102 (in English): (Sunny): He'll be fine. Just... just make him breakfast! 283 00:13:32,103 --> 00:13:33,396 (door shuts) 284 00:13:33,938 --> 00:13:35,498 (distant indistinct chatter) 285 00:13:36,775 --> 00:13:39,361 (in Punjabi): Get up now, son. 286 00:13:39,778 --> 00:13:42,697 It's time to go. 287 00:13:52,707 --> 00:13:54,875 (grunts) 288 00:13:54,876 --> 00:13:56,461 (distant dishes clinking) 289 00:14:01,424 --> 00:14:02,676 - Aunty? 290 00:14:12,727 --> 00:14:15,688 Aunty? Should we start preparing the food? 291 00:14:21,069 --> 00:14:22,237 Aunty? 292 00:14:22,821 --> 00:14:25,156 Please sit. 293 00:14:29,452 --> 00:14:34,666 I don't know if I can do this anymore. 294 00:14:36,334 --> 00:14:41,588 I love cooking... but I can't compete. 295 00:14:41,589 --> 00:14:44,383 (in English): - Because of what the bank said? 296 00:14:44,384 --> 00:14:46,511 We can get a loan somewhere else. 297 00:14:46,803 --> 00:14:49,888 (in Punjabi): It's okay, Aunty. It's okay. 298 00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:52,539 (in English): - No, my heart is just not in it anymore. 299 00:14:52,851 --> 00:14:58,356 Bank is right. I can't afford you. I'm sorry. 300 00:15:05,864 --> 00:15:06,948 (cries) 301 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:12,537 (in Punjabi): You will always have a home and a mother in me. 302 00:15:14,956 --> 00:15:19,418 (in English): - Is this because of me and... Neal? 303 00:15:19,419 --> 00:15:22,547 - - No. No, no, I never saw anything. 304 00:15:30,889 --> 00:15:32,724 (footsteps approach) 305 00:15:34,726 --> 00:15:36,977 (in Punjabi): What's happening here? 306 00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:38,229 Huh? 307 00:15:40,899 --> 00:15:43,943 (easy RandB music playing) 308 00:15:46,047 --> 00:15:50,199 (in English): - Fine, I'll leave it alone 309 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:51,830 if you don't wanna talk about it. 310 00:15:53,078 --> 00:15:54,621 Are you good at least? 311 00:15:55,455 --> 00:15:57,624 - Yeah. I'm fine. 312 00:16:00,835 --> 00:16:02,670 - Well... um, 313 00:16:02,671 --> 00:16:07,342 I just wanted to let you know that I'm moving out. 314 00:16:09,969 --> 00:16:11,679 - Yeah, right. 315 00:16:15,100 --> 00:16:17,394 You're serious. You're serious? 316 00:16:17,852 --> 00:16:20,562 You? Moving out of Mom and Dad's house? 317 00:16:20,563 --> 00:16:24,359 - I know. Crazy how our lives are panning out, right? 318 00:16:29,572 --> 00:16:32,325 I don't know how you did it so easily. 319 00:16:34,285 --> 00:16:36,037 - I didn't really have a choice. 320 00:16:36,871 --> 00:16:39,081 - I can't do it, man. 321 00:16:39,082 --> 00:16:40,457 Dadi's a black hole, 322 00:16:40,458 --> 00:16:43,794 draining everyone with her victim shit. It's too much! 323 00:16:43,795 --> 00:16:46,380 She's staying for another six months. 324 00:16:46,381 --> 00:16:48,048 Mom's miserable, 325 00:16:48,049 --> 00:16:50,384 Dad's miserable. 326 00:16:50,385 --> 00:16:51,886 I gotta go. 327 00:16:53,972 --> 00:16:55,473 - Dad's miserable? 328 00:16:57,183 --> 00:16:59,519 - Yeah, he's really not in a good place. 329 00:17:02,147 --> 00:17:04,106 She's got this like, 330 00:17:04,107 --> 00:17:07,861 chokehold on him. I dunno. 331 00:17:09,237 --> 00:17:10,572 - Huh. 332 00:17:12,157 --> 00:17:14,075 - I've been seeing the memes. 333 00:17:14,909 --> 00:17:17,370 (breathes deeply) 334 00:17:18,413 --> 00:17:20,664 Maybe you need a change of environment. 335 00:17:20,665 --> 00:17:23,543 Travel always gives me clarity. 336 00:17:23,544 --> 00:17:26,503 - I don't know, man. I don't really feel like 337 00:17:26,504 --> 00:17:29,090 doing anything right now, to be honest. 338 00:17:30,258 --> 00:17:31,676 - I get it. 339 00:17:33,136 --> 00:17:37,056 Well, I'mma head out. Gotta go sign this lease. 340 00:17:37,057 --> 00:17:38,107 (scoffs) 341 00:17:38,108 --> 00:17:40,726 - Wow, I can't believe you're actually moving out. 342 00:17:40,727 --> 00:17:43,228 - Mm-hmm. - This is just so crazy. 343 00:17:43,229 --> 00:17:46,065 You want me to come with you, make sure it's nothing shady? 344 00:17:46,066 --> 00:17:49,402 - Not with that thing on your eye. Thanks, though. 345 00:17:52,697 --> 00:17:56,325 Okay, take care of yourself. I'm here whenever. 346 00:17:56,326 --> 00:17:58,285 - All right. Thanks for coming by. 347 00:17:58,286 --> 00:17:59,704 - Yeah. 348 00:18:00,955 --> 00:18:02,247 (Jasmeet): Oh. 349 00:18:02,248 --> 00:18:03,792 (Maanvi): Hmm? 350 00:18:06,044 --> 00:18:07,795 - Can you give this to him? 351 00:18:07,796 --> 00:18:09,547 - Okay... 352 00:18:10,173 --> 00:18:12,467 Love you. - See ya. 353 00:18:14,260 --> 00:18:15,470 (lock clicks) 354 00:18:16,179 --> 00:18:17,597 (sighs) 355 00:18:21,267 --> 00:18:23,603 (truck reversing beeping) 356 00:18:24,354 --> 00:18:26,188 (indistinct chatter) 357 00:18:26,189 --> 00:18:28,482 - You guys seen Sunny? Office? 358 00:18:28,483 --> 00:18:31,235 Yo, Sunny! You have any reflector tape? 359 00:18:31,236 --> 00:18:32,779 I need something for this top. 360 00:18:34,197 --> 00:18:36,448 (ominous music) 361 00:18:36,449 --> 00:18:37,826 Sunny? 362 00:18:41,204 --> 00:18:42,831 Sunny? 363 00:18:42,832 --> 00:18:49,294 (in Punjabi): Another shameful thing, there's this movie coming out called Rainbow Card... 364 00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:53,007 It's about gay marriage, starring Jasmeet and directed by Lucky Gill. 365 00:18:53,008 --> 00:18:54,425 What is this garbage? 366 00:18:54,426 --> 00:18:56,844 What is the youth supposed to learn? What happened to our culture? 367 00:18:56,845 --> 00:18:59,346 What are we supposed to tell our kids? Pure garbage! 368 00:18:59,347 --> 00:19:02,641 It used to be Heer-Ranjha, now it's friggin' Veer-Ranjha! I'm absolutely not- 369 00:19:02,642 --> 00:19:03,475 (turns off radio) 370 00:19:03,476 --> 00:19:04,936 (exhales sharply) 371 00:19:09,107 --> 00:19:11,151 Rubbish... 372 00:19:14,279 --> 00:19:16,614 (keyboard keys clacking) 373 00:19:33,965 --> 00:19:36,217 (melancholic music) 374 00:20:06,247 --> 00:20:08,124 (phone rings) 375 00:20:08,125 --> 00:20:11,835 (in English): - Yo, Chippy. Hey, um, so sorry for blowing your phone up. 376 00:20:11,836 --> 00:20:13,087 I just wanted to say that it- 377 00:20:13,088 --> 00:20:14,922 (Chippy): Something's wrong with Sunny. 378 00:20:14,923 --> 00:20:17,383 Just come to the yard as soon as you can, okay? 379 00:20:17,384 --> 00:20:19,802 - Uh... yeah. 380 00:20:19,803 --> 00:20:21,553 Okay, I'll be right there. - Okay. 381 00:20:21,554 --> 00:20:23,014 (call beeps off) 382 00:20:34,651 --> 00:20:37,070 (Dadi speaking angrily inside) 383 00:20:46,037 --> 00:20:49,206 (in Punjabi): Now he's here, slaving away in factories! 384 00:20:49,207 --> 00:20:52,877 I don't know why you're sitting here crying, drama queen! 385 00:20:53,420 --> 00:20:55,296 (Supinder crying) 386 00:20:58,967 --> 00:21:01,052 What happened? 387 00:21:03,763 --> 00:21:05,932 (door opens and closes) 388 00:21:06,266 --> 00:21:07,474 What happened? 389 00:21:07,475 --> 00:21:09,727 You're asking me? I should be asking you, "what happened?" 390 00:21:09,728 --> 00:21:11,645 I should at least know what happened. 391 00:21:11,646 --> 00:21:13,772 What's happened to your family? 392 00:21:13,773 --> 00:21:18,902 I came all this way from India to live with some zoo animals? 393 00:21:18,903 --> 00:21:21,948 I'm asking again... What happened? 394 00:21:23,444 --> 00:21:27,411 I came here to see how my family is doing, 395 00:21:27,412 --> 00:21:31,791 but no one listens to me, or cares what I have to say. No one here cares about me! 396 00:21:32,042 --> 00:21:34,877 Mummy, we've been more than hospitable. 397 00:21:34,878 --> 00:21:39,173 Spent time, taken you around, fed you, 398 00:21:39,174 --> 00:21:44,219 given you the respect to live exactly how you want. 399 00:21:44,220 --> 00:21:47,014 Sure, so this old lady is barking for no reason? 400 00:21:47,015 --> 00:21:49,475 Mummy Ji, we're all trying our best. 401 00:21:49,476 --> 00:21:54,188 This isn't India where you're used to yelling at servants. 402 00:21:54,189 --> 00:21:55,439 (crying) 403 00:21:55,440 --> 00:21:57,191 And what about her? 404 00:21:57,192 --> 00:22:00,778 As if she doesn't bark at that student girl all day! 405 00:22:00,779 --> 00:22:04,282 And now you're barking at me? Wow, what nerve! 406 00:22:06,034 --> 00:22:08,494 Look, here comes our royal princess. 407 00:22:08,495 --> 00:22:10,245 All day she stays out! 408 00:22:10,246 --> 00:22:13,749 When I was married, my brothers and family stopped talking to me 409 00:22:13,750 --> 00:22:17,836 because I belonged to another home! 410 00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:20,131 This is the duty of a daughter! 411 00:22:21,091 --> 00:22:23,592 Mummy, these are different times now. 412 00:22:23,593 --> 00:22:28,806 I have respect for my elders. But respect goes both ways in today's world. 413 00:22:28,807 --> 00:22:30,427 You're speaking about respect? 414 00:22:30,767 --> 00:22:35,522 Your son is making these garbage movies putting our family name to shame. 415 00:22:35,814 --> 00:22:38,023 If only you had given him better guidance. 416 00:22:38,024 --> 00:22:40,484 But no, you kicked him out of the house! 417 00:22:40,485 --> 00:22:46,740 We begged you not to leave India, you didn't listen! All those studies gone to waste! 418 00:22:46,741 --> 00:22:50,285 You're lucky your dad isn't alive to see the state of his family! 419 00:22:50,286 --> 00:22:52,079 You're a failure at everything in life! 420 00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:54,832 You aren't a good husband, father, or son! 421 00:22:54,833 --> 00:22:56,834 Idiot! You're a failure at everything in life! 422 00:22:56,835 --> 00:22:58,669 Bastard, you won't amount to anything! 423 00:22:58,670 --> 00:23:00,240 (in English): - Well, shut up! 424 00:23:00,284 --> 00:23:02,506 (in Punjabi): Enough! 425 00:23:02,507 --> 00:23:07,345 I don't want to hear anymore of this! 426 00:23:08,972 --> 00:23:11,098 Supinder is a loving mother. 427 00:23:11,099 --> 00:23:16,646 To our kids and those that are here without their own. 428 00:23:16,938 --> 00:23:23,527 And Maanvi was smart enough to realize when something wasn't right for her. 429 00:23:23,528 --> 00:23:28,408 And she tried her best and taught us to be better too! 430 00:23:30,243 --> 00:23:31,911 And Jasmeet... 431 00:23:32,579 --> 00:23:33,629 Yes, Jasmeet. 432 00:23:34,122 --> 00:23:36,165 (in English): - Dad, are you okay? 433 00:23:36,166 --> 00:23:38,501 (panting) 434 00:23:39,794 --> 00:23:43,964 (in Punjabi): Yes, Jasmeet and I haven't seen eye to eye on many things. 435 00:23:43,965 --> 00:23:46,801 I should have sat him down and talked things out. 436 00:23:47,594 --> 00:23:50,137 But the pressure I've put on him, 437 00:23:50,138 --> 00:23:53,475 is the same pressure that I learned from how I was raised. 438 00:23:54,267 --> 00:23:58,312 So if you are upset at how this home turned into a "jungle"... 439 00:23:58,313 --> 00:24:01,899 Maybe the blame falls on whoever planted these seeds. 440 00:24:01,900 --> 00:24:07,489 We're merely trying to take the thorns out! 441 00:24:12,661 --> 00:24:14,078 Enough. 442 00:24:14,079 --> 00:24:15,788 There won't be six more months. 443 00:24:15,789 --> 00:24:17,331 Pack your bags. 444 00:24:17,332 --> 00:24:20,251 I'm booking your ticket back home. 445 00:24:25,590 --> 00:24:27,842 (crystal rattles gently) 446 00:24:41,106 --> 00:24:43,876 (in English): (Chippy): Who'd you piss off this time? 447 00:24:44,818 --> 00:24:46,778 - It's nothing. Don't worry about it. 448 00:24:47,988 --> 00:24:49,531 What's going on with him? 449 00:24:50,281 --> 00:24:51,449 - He won't tell me. 450 00:24:52,367 --> 00:24:53,575 (door opens) 451 00:24:53,576 --> 00:24:56,578 - Can we raise the trucks? We got two guys who are, um... 452 00:24:56,579 --> 00:24:57,956 down to... 453 00:24:59,582 --> 00:25:01,000 Uh... 454 00:25:02,127 --> 00:25:03,420 What's up? 455 00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,214 (Jasmeet): Sunny, what's going on, man? 456 00:25:07,924 --> 00:25:11,386 - Hey, everyone's here now. Tell us. 457 00:25:14,097 --> 00:25:16,307 - This wasn't supposed to happen. 458 00:25:18,810 --> 00:25:21,563 - What wasn't supposed to happen? 459 00:25:25,275 --> 00:25:27,484 - Sunny, you're our guy. Okay? 460 00:25:27,485 --> 00:25:29,236 You've always been there for us. 461 00:25:29,237 --> 00:25:30,571 We got you, bro. 462 00:25:30,572 --> 00:25:32,365 Can't be that serious. What's up? 463 00:25:32,366 --> 00:25:36,160 - Hey look, if this is about the shady bootleg stuff 464 00:25:36,161 --> 00:25:38,997 you're doing at the yard, we already know. 465 00:25:39,414 --> 00:25:40,582 (Sunny): It's not. 466 00:25:42,375 --> 00:25:45,879 I got involved in some serious shit with these guys. 467 00:25:47,422 --> 00:25:50,258 I didn't know what to do. I had no drivers. 468 00:25:50,759 --> 00:25:52,718 (exhales shakily) 469 00:25:52,719 --> 00:25:54,887 I wanted to help him out. 470 00:25:54,888 --> 00:25:56,263 He's a good kid. 471 00:25:56,264 --> 00:25:59,391 But they were throwing threats at my family! 472 00:25:59,392 --> 00:26:00,602 (Chippy): Who? 473 00:26:01,811 --> 00:26:03,187 - These things... 474 00:26:03,188 --> 00:26:05,856 normally go off without a problem. 475 00:26:05,857 --> 00:26:07,191 (sniffles) 476 00:26:07,192 --> 00:26:10,486 But these fucking assholes showed up with guns. 477 00:26:10,487 --> 00:26:11,987 How was I supposed to know? 478 00:26:11,988 --> 00:26:13,907 (unsettling music) 479 00:26:15,408 --> 00:26:17,952 (Neal): Sunny, what- what are you talking about? 480 00:26:23,333 --> 00:26:24,417 Sunny? 481 00:26:27,128 --> 00:26:28,296 Sunny! 482 00:26:29,756 --> 00:26:31,091 - Diljot... 483 00:26:34,511 --> 00:26:35,595 he's gone. 484 00:26:39,808 --> 00:26:41,976 (Chippy): What do you mean, he's gone? 485 00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:46,563 - Like... like, he left? 486 00:26:46,564 --> 00:26:48,483 Like, back to India? 487 00:26:49,651 --> 00:26:50,701 (Chippy): Sunny. 488 00:26:51,444 --> 00:26:52,861 What do you mean? 489 00:26:52,862 --> 00:26:54,614 (inhales shakily) 490 00:26:56,908 --> 00:26:58,326 Oh, my God. 491 00:26:59,494 --> 00:27:01,286 - Diljot is- 492 00:27:01,287 --> 00:27:02,496 What are you- what are you talking about? 493 00:27:02,497 --> 00:27:05,249 We just saw him. We just saw him, right? 494 00:27:05,250 --> 00:27:06,668 - Uh... 495 00:27:09,713 --> 00:27:11,256 (Neal): Oh, fuck! 496 00:27:13,675 --> 00:27:15,260 - Can't believe you, man. 497 00:27:16,886 --> 00:27:18,930 I literally don't believe you. 498 00:27:18,931 --> 00:27:21,432 You said that you treat your truckers 499 00:27:21,433 --> 00:27:23,142 like your own sons. 500 00:27:23,143 --> 00:27:25,102 Isn't that what you said? 501 00:27:25,103 --> 00:27:27,272 Is this how you treat family? 502 00:27:28,273 --> 00:27:31,443 He trusted you, man. What the- What is wrong with you? 503 00:27:31,943 --> 00:27:33,611 (exhales) 504 00:27:33,612 --> 00:27:37,156 - It wasn't supposed to end up this way, man. 505 00:27:37,157 --> 00:27:39,784 - How did you expect it to end up, Sunny? 506 00:27:39,785 --> 00:27:42,453 He was the one person you weren't supposed 507 00:27:42,454 --> 00:27:44,621 to get mixed up in this. What's wrong with you?! 508 00:27:44,622 --> 00:27:45,873 (sniffles) 509 00:27:45,874 --> 00:27:47,624 - You're the reason I lost my key guy! 510 00:27:47,625 --> 00:27:49,293 - Are you fucking kidding me?! 511 00:27:49,294 --> 00:27:50,544 You're blaming me now? 512 00:27:50,545 --> 00:27:52,796 What the fuck is wrong with you, Sunny?! 513 00:27:52,797 --> 00:27:54,715 This is your fault! 514 00:27:54,716 --> 00:27:56,468 This is you! 515 00:27:57,886 --> 00:28:00,722 (Chippy sobs) 516 00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:07,910 (Jasmeet): Family's everything, my ass, bro. 517 00:28:07,911 --> 00:28:09,521 You're the reason why people still think 518 00:28:09,522 --> 00:28:11,940 we're degenerates. - Man, shut the fuck up! 519 00:28:11,941 --> 00:28:13,317 (ominous music) 520 00:28:13,318 --> 00:28:14,652 What do you know about my life 521 00:28:14,653 --> 00:28:16,362 and the shit I gotta fucking deal with? 522 00:28:16,363 --> 00:28:17,571 - Yeah, well, I'm not running around, 523 00:28:17,572 --> 00:28:19,031 getting myself involved in stupid shit! 524 00:28:19,032 --> 00:28:20,824 - Yeah, the biggest fucking problem you have 525 00:28:20,825 --> 00:28:23,702 is someone talking shit in the fucking comments section! 526 00:28:23,703 --> 00:28:26,163 - Yeah, well at least I didn't ruin someone's life, for what? 527 00:28:26,164 --> 00:28:27,664 Another fucking Range Rover? 528 00:28:28,083 --> 00:28:31,377 - Whoa. Sunny! Sunny, don't! 529 00:28:31,378 --> 00:28:33,338 Just sit down. 530 00:28:34,381 --> 00:28:35,757 Sunny! 531 00:28:37,092 --> 00:28:38,718 - Fuck this. 532 00:28:42,180 --> 00:28:43,682 (door slams) 533 00:28:50,605 --> 00:28:52,107 - Fuck. 534 00:28:56,778 --> 00:29:01,073 (door opens, footsteps thud down stairs) 535 00:29:01,074 --> 00:29:06,328 (in Punjabi): I know this wasn't easy for you, but you've shed a weight from your heart. 536 00:29:06,329 --> 00:29:11,543 I'm really happy you stood up for yourself and your family... 537 00:29:12,293 --> 00:29:14,962 Your whole family. 538 00:29:14,963 --> 00:29:16,256 (in English): Thank you. 539 00:29:17,424 --> 00:29:21,970 (in Punjabi): If not for us, at least for yourself. It's a big step. 540 00:29:22,554 --> 00:29:26,515 We'll see what they'll say back home. 541 00:29:26,516 --> 00:29:29,436 (in English): - That doesn't matter, Dad. Really. 542 00:29:29,978 --> 00:29:31,646 Thank you for listening. 543 00:29:40,530 --> 00:29:41,580 - Yes. 544 00:29:44,492 --> 00:29:47,502 (in Punjabi): Still some unfinished business left though. 545 00:29:53,585 --> 00:29:54,919 Well then... 546 00:29:55,587 --> 00:30:00,216 Let's go get those shoes we wanted for walking. 547 00:30:00,592 --> 00:30:03,902 (in English): Actually, there's something I wanna tell you guys. 548 00:30:11,061 --> 00:30:13,480 (clattering) 549 00:30:18,151 --> 00:30:19,486 (Jasmeet exhales) 550 00:30:20,445 --> 00:30:22,675 (Jasmeet): I don't even know where to start. 551 00:30:24,407 --> 00:30:28,244 So I'm just gonna say whatever comes out of my mouth. 552 00:30:30,580 --> 00:30:32,665 (sighs) I don't know what I'm doing. 553 00:30:34,292 --> 00:30:36,001 I don't even really know who I am. 554 00:30:36,002 --> 00:30:37,754 I just feel like I'm... 555 00:30:38,713 --> 00:30:40,590 kind of existing. 556 00:30:42,634 --> 00:30:45,678 I feel like I've done some really good work, 557 00:30:45,679 --> 00:30:50,391 but I also feel like I've made some bad choices... 558 00:30:50,392 --> 00:30:54,228 choices that have affected my relationships, 559 00:30:54,229 --> 00:30:55,814 my friendships. 560 00:30:58,024 --> 00:30:59,692 I feel like I'm just like, 561 00:30:59,693 --> 00:31:04,614 self-sabotaging my way through my career, my life. 562 00:31:07,867 --> 00:31:09,536 But does it even matter? 563 00:31:09,537 --> 00:31:13,372 Like, I feel like my problems don't even compare 564 00:31:13,373 --> 00:31:15,783 to the shit that other people have to go through. 565 00:31:16,793 --> 00:31:19,295 Like, what am I even complaining about? 566 00:31:21,214 --> 00:31:23,550 I'm still living somewhat good. 567 00:31:24,300 --> 00:31:25,844 I've got a nice place. 568 00:31:26,678 --> 00:31:30,222 I've got a nice car. I've got... food in my fridge. 569 00:31:30,223 --> 00:31:32,892 I woke up today, I'm breathing. 570 00:31:36,146 --> 00:31:37,647 (scoffs) It's like... 571 00:31:38,940 --> 00:31:41,108 What's the point anymore? You know? 572 00:31:41,109 --> 00:31:43,403 Like, am I just chasing acceptance? 573 00:31:50,035 --> 00:31:52,745 (therapist): Whose acceptance are you looking for? 574 00:31:54,372 --> 00:31:55,998 (Jasmeet): I don't know, 575 00:31:55,999 --> 00:31:57,750 my friends? 576 00:31:57,751 --> 00:31:59,001 The internet? 577 00:31:59,002 --> 00:32:00,253 - Mm-hmm. 578 00:32:01,254 --> 00:32:03,047 Well, what about your family? 579 00:32:03,048 --> 00:32:05,883 How's your relationship with them? 580 00:32:05,884 --> 00:32:07,051 (sighs) 581 00:32:07,052 --> 00:32:08,720 - No, we're not gonna do all that. 582 00:32:09,804 --> 00:32:10,889 - Doing what? 583 00:32:10,890 --> 00:32:13,932 - The whole, like, "Oh, I wasn't raised right. 584 00:32:13,933 --> 00:32:15,768 It wasn't fair." 585 00:32:15,769 --> 00:32:17,811 Like some victim. 586 00:32:17,812 --> 00:32:19,188 You know? Like... 587 00:32:19,189 --> 00:32:20,230 Shit happens in every family. 588 00:32:20,231 --> 00:32:21,941 It is what it is. I don't wanna... 589 00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:26,028 think about it. I just wanna move on 590 00:32:26,029 --> 00:32:28,447 and not be stuck in some misery loop. 591 00:32:28,448 --> 00:32:30,074 - Is that what you feel? 592 00:32:30,075 --> 00:32:32,911 Do you feel stuck... in a loop? 593 00:32:34,037 --> 00:32:36,413 - Yeah, that's all I ever feel. 594 00:32:36,414 --> 00:32:37,623 I wish I could trust my choices 595 00:32:37,624 --> 00:32:39,666 instead of just constantly doubting myself. 596 00:32:39,667 --> 00:32:40,960 It's exhausting. 597 00:32:41,878 --> 00:32:44,088 (sighs) Feel like I'm trying everything 598 00:32:44,089 --> 00:32:45,172 and then nothing works, 599 00:32:45,173 --> 00:32:46,340 and then things are getting better, 600 00:32:46,341 --> 00:32:47,800 then they get worse, then they get better, 601 00:32:47,801 --> 00:32:50,010 then they get worse. So, I just feel like 602 00:32:50,011 --> 00:32:53,138 I'm being flung around like a Petey Pablo shirt. 603 00:32:53,139 --> 00:32:55,891 - Petey... Petey who? 604 00:32:55,892 --> 00:32:57,976 - It's nothing, it's just a dumb joke. 605 00:32:57,977 --> 00:33:01,271 - Jasmeet, is that why you've come here today? 606 00:33:01,272 --> 00:33:02,981 To be funny? 607 00:33:02,982 --> 00:33:06,026 - I mean, no. Not really. 608 00:33:06,027 --> 00:33:07,903 - So, then don't. 609 00:33:07,904 --> 00:33:09,571 (sighs) 610 00:33:09,572 --> 00:33:11,741 - Sorry, just a habit. 611 00:33:12,409 --> 00:33:14,828 - You don't need to figure it out right away. 612 00:33:15,495 --> 00:33:18,832 Sometimes it's okay to be in the middle place. 613 00:33:20,792 --> 00:33:22,919 - It's okay to be in the middle place. 614 00:33:24,129 --> 00:33:25,463 (soft music) 615 00:33:26,715 --> 00:33:29,842 You know what I keep thinking about lately? 616 00:33:29,843 --> 00:33:31,969 When I was a kid, I really wanted this like, 617 00:33:31,970 --> 00:33:34,054 sick BMX bike that everyone had. 618 00:33:34,055 --> 00:33:37,057 But because my dad being my dad, 619 00:33:37,058 --> 00:33:39,143 he just went to some garage sale 620 00:33:39,144 --> 00:33:41,020 and bought some knock-off version. 621 00:33:42,731 --> 00:33:45,358 I don't even think it was a real BMX bike. 622 00:33:46,735 --> 00:33:48,527 So, I was just, I was riding it, 623 00:33:48,528 --> 00:33:50,195 and then one of the wheels just came off. 624 00:33:50,196 --> 00:33:54,283 And it wasn't even like, my fault, and my dad got so mad. 625 00:33:54,284 --> 00:33:55,659 I got yelled at, and he was like, 626 00:33:55,660 --> 00:33:57,787 "I'm not gonna pay to fix it." 627 00:33:58,580 --> 00:34:00,540 So, I tried myself. 628 00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:03,917 Kept piecing things together. 629 00:34:03,918 --> 00:34:05,879 Screws, tape, glue. 630 00:34:06,713 --> 00:34:08,130 I had no idea what I was doing. 631 00:34:08,131 --> 00:34:11,884 And then my dad comes home one day and just yells at me. 632 00:34:11,885 --> 00:34:13,719 He's like, "Is this how you fix a bike? 633 00:34:13,720 --> 00:34:15,805 You don't even know what you're doing!" 634 00:34:18,600 --> 00:34:21,769 And I just wanted to scream at him like, "Then show me!" 635 00:34:21,770 --> 00:34:23,771 "Teach me how!" Like, why are you getting mad at me 636 00:34:23,772 --> 00:34:25,940 for something I don't even know? 637 00:34:25,941 --> 00:34:28,859 Like, you're the one that gave me this half-ass, 638 00:34:28,860 --> 00:34:31,195 half-broken thing that I can't even get far on. 639 00:34:31,196 --> 00:34:32,822 Like, what the fuck? 640 00:34:34,407 --> 00:34:36,576 I'm just trying my best. 641 00:34:40,705 --> 00:34:41,914 (sighs) 642 00:34:41,915 --> 00:34:44,249 I remember lying in bed thinking like, 643 00:34:44,250 --> 00:34:47,044 I did everything I could. 644 00:34:47,045 --> 00:34:51,424 Whatever I knew, I used. And it still fell apart. 645 00:34:54,386 --> 00:34:56,929 And it sounds stupid, but... 646 00:34:56,930 --> 00:34:59,598 that's kind of like what life feels like right now. 647 00:34:59,599 --> 00:35:01,016 (camera shutters snapping) 648 00:35:01,017 --> 00:35:02,726 (muffled shouting) 649 00:35:02,727 --> 00:35:05,062 (Jasmeet): Like I'm in the driveway trying to just 650 00:35:05,063 --> 00:35:06,689 piece it all together while everyone's yelling at me 651 00:35:06,690 --> 00:35:09,525 for not doing it fast enough or right enough. 652 00:35:09,526 --> 00:35:10,944 (soft music continues) 653 00:35:10,945 --> 00:35:14,530 I don't wanna keep pretending to know what I'm doing, 654 00:35:14,531 --> 00:35:15,948 or listen to people who don't know 655 00:35:15,949 --> 00:35:17,909 what the hell they're doing either. 656 00:35:21,329 --> 00:35:24,164 And then there's people that don't have it figured out 657 00:35:24,165 --> 00:35:26,834 at all, but somehow still manage 658 00:35:26,835 --> 00:35:28,711 to find a way, 659 00:35:28,712 --> 00:35:30,547 and they seem fine. 660 00:35:32,340 --> 00:35:34,467 I'm not built for this speed. 661 00:35:35,593 --> 00:35:38,679 Like, I feel like the world's just on go mode, 662 00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:40,639 and I'm flying by and I'm just sitting on this 663 00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:44,060 busted ass bike just trying not to crash. 664 00:35:45,186 --> 00:35:46,563 (sighs) 665 00:35:47,272 --> 00:35:48,898 I'm exhausted. 666 00:35:53,403 --> 00:35:54,988 I just... 667 00:35:59,701 --> 00:36:01,619 I just wanna disappear. 668 00:36:08,209 --> 00:36:10,335 (airport PA chimes) 669 00:36:10,336 --> 00:36:12,964 (woman on PA speaking in Punjabi) 670 00:36:20,335 --> 00:36:24,767 (woman on PA speaking English): This is an announcement 671 00:36:24,768 --> 00:36:30,606 for Ambar Airlines Flight 102 to New Delhi, India. 672 00:36:30,607 --> 00:36:32,942 Boarding will commence shortly. 673 00:36:33,610 --> 00:36:36,028 (PA chimes) 674 00:36:36,029 --> 00:36:37,488 (man on PA): Attention all passengers, 675 00:36:37,489 --> 00:36:40,658 boarding for flight AT382 to Paris 676 00:36:40,659 --> 00:36:43,619 will now open at gate C35. 677 00:36:43,620 --> 00:36:47,581 Passengers are kindly requested to proceed to gate C35 678 00:36:47,582 --> 00:36:48,832 for boarding. 679 00:36:48,833 --> 00:36:51,711 Wishing you all a pleasant journey with us. 680 00:37:01,304 --> 00:37:03,055 (PA chimes) 681 00:37:03,056 --> 00:37:06,309 (PA announcements continue indistinctly) 682 00:37:14,734 --> 00:37:16,964 (man on PA): Thank you for your cooperation. 683 00:37:20,240 --> 00:37:21,699 (PA chimes) 684 00:37:21,700 --> 00:37:24,743 (woman on PA): Ambar Airlines Flight 102 685 00:37:24,744 --> 00:37:28,831 to New Delhi, India, is now ready for boarding) 686 00:37:28,832 --> 00:37:31,333 We request priority passengers 687 00:37:31,334 --> 00:37:33,293 and those in Zone A 688 00:37:33,294 --> 00:37:36,089 to proceed to boarding first. 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